Yup, its time to moved on & forget all the bad memories from the past. i decide to moved on & start a new life as a real mom to my daughter. i've been so much crazy ass lately to the guy who makes my life crazy. i thought that i was only liked him but there is a love feeling inside & i only realize when he moved to the other country. he is a married guy actually w/ two (boys) kids & he got divorced b'coz of me (i think) but he admit that its his fault why he got divorce b'coz he played to much to other girls. i am so stupid too to be w/ him even i know that he is a married man. & these are one of my lessons in life.
For now, i am parenting to my turning two yrs old daughter & i'm trying to find a better job for her future. i'm not that really completely happy mom w/ her as long as she still a baby but yeah i am happy mom. i have no plan for the guys who wanted to come into my life. i will wait my right man for me if when is the time he come up to me. if there is a right man for me or not i will be happy for that both & i don't want to look for a guy that he is not the right one for me b'coz i'm afraid to involve to a married man again. one mistake is enough for me & i learned alot of lesson from that. i have avoidance NOW so guys.... GO AWAY.
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